Not too much going on around here lately. Just cleaning and organizing our place. It's coming along very nicely, if I must say. It's getting easier letting go of old stuff. Stuff I haven't seen, or used in years. I used to be the worst packrat, saving things "just incase". Clothes I am too heavy for, just incase I finally lose weight. That old concert ticket stub from 2002 that I will do what with, when? It feels good to let go of alot of things. I feel like I am living in chaos when we have so much stuff. If we had a bigger place, then maaaaaybe I'd hang on to some of it for a bit longer, but we don't.
OK, so Jeff is getting married ALOT sooner then planned. I am just soooo excited for him, because he seems finally happy. But I am also *very* disappointed that we can't afford to fly out for it. I want SOOOOOO badly to be out there, I am just so upset that they changed the date. Just gives me yet another reason to hate living out here. Jeff is my closest sibling, and I feel so heartbroken we won't be there on one of the most important day of his life :(.
It's 2:52 am and Ella is crying......I'll finish more tomorrow.
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so glad you're feeling good about clearing out "stuff" - although it is a little sad at the same time. But it does feel sooo good! I think that's why I like to go to the dump with Dad - to see all that stuff go flying into that big hole with other people's junk. Cleansing! And yucky.
Jeff will miss you being there. That's why our spening habits must change- to have some "extra" in the bank for surprises like this, huh? I know, I'm the worst of the bunch - but I have slowed WAAAAAYY down over the past year. So, I KNOW you can do it too! Love ya tonzzzzzzzzzzz! Mumsy
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